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Another lie..

Sun Jun 8, 2008, 2:43 PM
...Don't you love those moments where another grand portion of your belief and life simply Wash away?

I, am Bane Wraith. Pretty much my sole existence online... has been in trying to help and protect my friends, and those with the ability to care.

A lie, is one simple thing; It is a target that does not exist.

When something you care for is a lie, It tells the person one strict thing; There is nothing worth caring for. you've just shown that person that it's not worth it. That they care for nothing... and even hurt others, through deception.

... things you care for, to show caring no longer matters...

...things you fight for, to learn you never truly defended another...

...things you experience, to know that a portion of your existence is based on falsities...

When in full honesty... you'll never truly know if the fabricator of such a falsity, suffers as much as you do. These are the beings that truly need your help and care and meaning... yet they've chosen a path that throws that away.

Does a being that feigns death... truly deserve it?
Does a being that shows false face... deserve a true one?
Does a beign that "cries wolf"... deserve a wolf to cry about?

Truly not, for I am the Blind Fool.

If my love is a lie... then so is my heart.
If her dangers were a lie... then so is my aid.
If her sadness were a lie... then so are my tears.

This pain is the worst pain there is. However, it is my own pain. May no others feel a pain as pure as this. It is a pain that does not exist.

Behold the words of a true love, to lover:

...Everything I've ever experienced with you, is being confronted right now. My entire image of you, and everything I've done. And in every single case... it does not matter. If you are you, I love you. If you have lied about every single bit... Then I would still love you. I'd help pull you away from that lie, or die trying

  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Room of angel
  • Reading: My old records, follies and flaws
  • Playing: with words! (duh)

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:iconleonathomack:
Things will get better and you will see that this lie will not color your life just so entirely. Loving someone doesn't mean you have to like that feeling of being lied to you dislike the action while you still love the person. Take care of your heart and yourself first and formost
:iconbane-wraith:
Largescale lies are hard, hun. It's not just me it hurts; Imagine knowing someone on one basis, loving them for who they are, yes, but learning that the circumstance was actually falsity. It hurts them equally as much, if not more, if they are of good heart.

--
Searing wrath taken, bestowed through shouts
Bits of trust earned, in minute bouts
Mayhem ensured, lessons divine
What wonderful things, these words of mine.
~Bane
:iconriakui:
...o.o...

Yet another lesson I shall take to heart

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~Ria
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:icondeyna-foxthorn:
Wow, sorry to hear this my friend. I hope that karma rebalances itself for you, I will be wishing for your best situation to come about.

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If you have to remember one thing in life, remember this: Don't cross the streams. :3
:iconbane-wraith:
Heh... This was a "good" pain, in my opinion ^_^ Makes me close up my mind a bit, in response... but a good pain none the less

Karma has rewarded me with a love that has cleared her mind. So that she pains no longer over this... Karma has rewarded me.

--
Searing wrath taken, bestowed through shouts
Bits of trust earned, in minute bouts
Mayhem ensured, lessons divine
What wonderful things, these words of mine.
~Bane
:iconleonathomack:
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