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Love to any I've missed.

Peace to any I've seen.

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And Remember:

"I Hold No Shame in the Things I talk to, and the People I do."

Newest: A riddle at the bottom of this journal. See if you can post your response to it.

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Oh, Mortum take me so, take me so, take me so...
Anywhere you go, where you go, let me go..
I've heard the calling so, tells me no, tells me no...
But my heart already know, my hate grow, I let it grow...

So, Mortum take me so, hold me so, don't let go...
And I'll forever know, yes I'll know, I shall know...
If my love existed so, I shall know, suffer so...
If any hold me low, for I was slow, oh too slow...

And I'll forever know, yes I'll know, yes I'll know
If they cared for me as so, yes I'll know, oh I'll know...

If they ever let me go, if they said so, they did so...
Mortum loves me so, all I know, forever so...

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I wish to be a lord, I wish to hold a throne
I wish to point my subjects to live their very own
I wish to be a saint, I wish to be a tree
I wish to provide shade to leave them cool and free

I pray to free my heart, I pray to free my eyes
I pray I can one day smile without thought to demise
I pray to one day fly, I pray to one day see
I pray I can see my heart seeing naught but others' glee

I know my many wishes, I know my solemn prayer
I know if I descend this throne that I'll become a slayer
I know I've fooled you all, I apologize, I'll go
Perhaps it takes a fool's life to believe I have a soul

But remember all I've taught you, No matter my own fate
Only hearts full of warmth will leave your life sate
For I found a life of my very own
Even though it's false to me, I pray it's smiles I've sewn

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Although it may seem strange to thee
My heart is a vault with no lock or key
My pains expressed freely are your own, you'll see
For your love has strayed into me.

What am I?

And what did I do?

Wrote poetry. T_T

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Oh, Mortum take me so, take me so, take me so...
Anywhere you go, where you go, let me go..
I've heard the calling so, tells me no, tells me no...
But my heart already know, my hate grow, I let it grow...

So, Mortum take me so, hold me so, don't let go...
And I'll forever know, yes I'll know, I shall know...
If my love existed so, I shall know, suffer so...
If any hold me low, for I was slow, oh too slow...

And I'll forever know, yes I'll know, yes I'll know
If they cared for me as so, yes I'll know, oh I'll know...

If they ever let me go, if they said so, they did so...
Mortum loves me so, all I know, forever so...

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Okay, not the best...

BUT! I was fatigued, tired beyond wits, and therefore an all knowing god for all that is right.

No one needs to be Over you, when they know they'll get anything With you.

In this world that is but a surface, and not the motivations behind it... it is so very true that balance seems so non existent

I only mean in the world that most are subject to here. Actions.... circumstances... things that are visible and felt...

...not thought...feeling... and deeper senses

there's a wierd correlation between the two; what happens underneath in thought and motivation and feeling, affects the world of action and circumstance and surface

...However, some choose to completely block out that underlining feeling

some choose to completely oversee deeper logic, so it only registers subconciously

Reason.
Thought.
Feeling.
Motivation.
Drive.

...when they start focusing on actions instead, and what they are taught are right and wrong actions, instead of motivation, that is the world I can not "play" in too well, or choose not to. It's what most consider the Unfair world.

...and all too often...

...when one's given up on the underlying motivation, and feeling and thought...

they only hurt and take it out on the surface.

They vice themselves utterly by blocking out the underlining values... and Completely subject themselves to the "unfair" world. These are typically the beings that have suffered much in the underlining feelings and motivations... or that have given up utterly / devoted themselves away from it.

It tends to be these souls that begin acting without full thought to consequence. THey make our lives miserable, because They are miserable. When they can't see deep enough, they have nowhere else to turn.

Soon, they take up the taint of the unfair world.

And they suffer forever more, in their beloved feelings.

It's so very simple to show them the way out; Ask them why. And know how to guide them back.

You'll be surprised how much, even without your help, the mind can recover just by learning about itself.

It ends the confusion in much... and brings back that sense of being at peace. Because you know Why you do things.

Anyways... more tired thoughts for the night. Rest well, all.